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13 years of being a deviant
13 years of being a deviant.
13 years filled with love and hate.
13 years of up's and down's.
As I became a deviant, I wanted to share my traditional art with other people, but it happened that most of you prefered my modeling stuff so in the past I did focused on that medium. In the beginning of 2018 I decided to become a retired altmodel and focus more on my traditional art and things I really love. Like paganism and history.
Now 2018 is nearly over and when I look back through this year, so much has changed. I've changed, my complete life has changed in a way of 180°. And I'm proud of if. So if you are looking here still for model
Life has changed a lot
my dear friends and followers...
It's still calm here. After I lost my beloved cat Pinky last year, I had a total break down of being myself. 2018 I stopped modeling and focused on a new life. I finally got a new Job I love and after finishing this new education, I'll be "free" in april 2019.
Than I'll focus again in art. Especially traditional art and photography. So, I'm still alive and thankful that I'm not forgotten.
love, kisses and hugs
Méli
Thank you for your condolences
friends...it means a lot that so many of you wrote some kind words to me in the time I needed it most. So because I don't know I'm able to answer all the cheering up comments, I write this Journal to say "Thank you".
hugs
Méli
my beloved cat died
it's a very sad Weekend for me.
Friday my beloved Mister Pinky passed away.
I miss him so much and it hurts like hell.
My head knows it was better because he became sick and had terrible pain but my heart is bleeing because I can't believe he is gone...
I'll always love you my baby boy and I'll never Forget you.
© 2009 - 2024 MeliOakheart
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That's a shame you've had such trouble, but pretty much par for the course. You are lucky to see anyone follow the rules on the internet here. You have had a lot of fun with all this, so try your best to focus on that. You will only drive yourself crazy dwelling on what does not go right. Life is too short to worry about those issues. Just continue to have fun with it. You are a peach to share your loveliness with us in such creative ways and most of us appreciate your efforts in our own way. Goddess Bless.